What should i say...? everything went so wrong today....sighh...started from 12 midnight yesterday...huh.... why everything is so wrong, so complicated when its come to me...?? why...? why can i just simply solve the problem..why can i just escape from all this...stuff...
1) tengku iskandar
huh,, this mamat really turn my life upside down. i really dont have any idea
why he still keep in touch with me..n,,why do i still msg2 wif him but he said
that we're just friend, i mean, it actually more 2 bro n sis...err...whateva...but
deep in my heart i can feel that he have some feeling to me...i dont know,
that some stuff...
argghh..afta got his call last night, i feel somthng dat i cannot dscribe... smthing complicated...its hard to express with alphabet...but 4sure it is not
L.O.V.E..OK! so,,,should i go on wif this kind of relationship? what should i do?
God...please help me...dont have any idea..i didnt reply any of his message
from last night...untill today~off
2) Plan nak outing
Ok!! datz it...i wont give any idea or plan somethng..i shouldnt ask my friends
to outing tomorrow...why evrything that i plan goes wrong, it doesnt work.
ya,,myb s**** xde, so dorg pn malas nk pegi...so secara xsngaja ye i mrajuk..
actually its not merajuk.it just, i need some time,some space to recover back..
dats the way 4me to think pstvly.so i keep quiet n sat behind..alone..n finally i
think myb they were rite...n then suddenly they change their mind...lets outing
tmrrow...huh...i dont know what 2 say...should i go? tawar hati already~